For the past three days I have been wondering what the hell has happened to my imagination? Why can not I type something down? I dreaded the thought that I need something, any goddamn thing to happen and act as a catalyst to make me write.
Then I realised words come out of me as a reaction against Pain. 'Against' pain because I need to speak, to console myself. How funny it is, that words come to reduce that which actualy generates them. I smile.
Insane, they call me; immoral they consider me to be. When I say, "I am like this" , they call me a hypocrite. I smile.
I thought a lot and decided to use this Forum as a platform to apologise to those who tolerate me, hate me yet have to stand me for some bullshit reason; and to those who for some stupid emotional reason consider me to be worthy of their love...I am Sorry; Sorry Maa, Sorry Bud, Sorry Sis, Sorry Madameji, Sorry Paagli, Sorry Mao and Sorry Sir...Sorry for being myself...
Then I realised words come out of me as a reaction against Pain. 'Against' pain because I need to speak, to console myself. How funny it is, that words come to reduce that which actualy generates them. I smile.
Insane, they call me; immoral they consider me to be. When I say, "I am like this" , they call me a hypocrite. I smile.
I thought a lot and decided to use this Forum as a platform to apologise to those who tolerate me, hate me yet have to stand me for some bullshit reason; and to those who for some stupid emotional reason consider me to be worthy of their love...I am Sorry; Sorry Maa, Sorry Bud, Sorry Sis, Sorry Madameji, Sorry Paagli, Sorry Mao and Sorry Sir...Sorry for being myself...
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ReplyDeleteso....i see...
ReplyDeletehmmmmm....no big deal....people who loves u must love u with all the negatives('-'n u know that part is dominating ova ur '+') in u as much they should love and appreciate ur positives...otherwise it wouldn't be love...n yuppp i agree some people call u nyaka...(deserving)....
ReplyDeletei luv u man!!!! how many cn say dat openly....
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